Well, I had to name my network something.
And Megs decided to shout arse out.
So hey presto, my new network is called arse (y)
WIN
I look around the room; the air is getting thicker,
Gently wrapped around my waist, your arms are getting weaker.
You drift off to sleep and have the happiest of dreams,
I can’t help but wonder if this is even real.
I look across the room as myself in the mirror,
And realise these are the best days of my life.
None should be wasted, not even a second,
For every moment, is a once in a lifetime event.
You always said I should live life to the full,
And for once I am more than happy to take your advice.
Carpe Diem, seize day…
I always loved the way you lived your life.
Well, I had to name my network something.
And Megs decided to shout arse out.
So hey presto, my new network is called arse (y)
WIN
I look at the skyline as the sunsets behind the trees and begin to wonder. All I see when I look around is her face beaming back at me, what have I done to be dealt this? I look at the ground and shuffle my feet, a single tear begins to fill my eye and I shake it off and think about something different. I look back up at the skyline and instantly revert back to my original thoughts and continue to wonder.
What have I done to be treated like this, what have I done to be dealt these cards. I deserve better than this. I know I do. But I’m receiving worse, and I want to run away but I can’t, sometime is holding me back. Possibility? The chance that it will work? Who knows.
What I do know is that I need to make the best of a bad deal, pick up the pieces, place my blind and move on the next round. You always said I should hedge my bets, that way you can never lose… but sometimes things are much easier said than done, as I am sure you know.
Sometimes you can’t have what you want but you also can’t move on. It’s not a nice situation to be in. I guess I’ll just have to live with it, maybe things will pan out, who knows?
Sometimes
You make me feel so damn insecure
I don’t know what to do
Please tell me all the things
You said to him
Sometimes
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel
When I look you in the eye
Please tell me everything
Please let me in
There’s no sound in the air
And no light in the sky
I’m feeling all alone
I need you here by my side
So please tell me everything
I want to hear
I look up and see you
And my heart becomes weak
I don’t know what to say
To tell you how I feel
Let me in